My first time...

Do you have it in you??

Are you man enough??

Can you take the challenge??

Sounds like promotional campaigns of the 'WHO DARES WINS' TV show or the stuff that the 'INDIAN NATIONAL ARMY' comes out with. But nope... This is not about any such stuff. I am referring to something that has been teasing me since the past few days. Its like something you are so familiar with but you just can't put your hand on. Yet its all around you in an intangible teasing state. Taking you through a nostalgic trip to a time and place which you are very familiar with. But these teasers that you see do not give you a picture as to whether there is a good thing coming your way or something disastrous.

This morning... I realised that it was DISASTROUS!! I am being extremely sweet to the description of whats coming my way. The last time was my first time. And trust me, all that people had told me about it, turned out to be a very mild version of the actual truth. My first time... was a disaster. And more than being able to pass it off, like i thought, it stayed with me for many months to follow. Getting more and more difficult to put up with.

Its around the corner once again. My second time. I am supposed to be all experienced and know how to handle it well. But this morning i suddenly realised that all that i had learnt in my first time was erased and i was back where i had started.

What do i do??

How do i get out of this situation??

Can someone tell me how i should handle my second time??

My second DELHI SUMMER...